-me


Speeding cars, late night barsI want to be dead As I remember how fast you sped off into the distanceSpeeding cars, late night bars
towards your own road of least resistance, Good luck in your new found glory just omit me from your happy story Don't feel guilt or sorrow your memories of me shall be gone tomorrow As you get into your car I'll sit alone in this empty bar and drink away my memories and rid myself of their disease
GOD PLEASE take me from this miserable earth it would have been better if she'd never given birth
to me and that's my pitiful degree of misery wishing i'd never been born &nb


denialmasochism is my disease the self-inflicting torture that consumes my every thought and in its presents makes life seem so right makes everything so much clearerdenial
nobody would understand they think my life is perfect but they dont really know whats going on in my head the feeling of unwantedness the knowledge of being alone nobody wanting me around my life just a waste of time
why doesnt everyone see that? theres nothing wrong with me this pain is what i live for thats all thats left for me
softly the blade rips  


ringing alarmsRinging alarmsringing alarms
First you say you love me Now you say you don’t Then you treat me badly Even though you said “I won’t” I get the mixed up signals I don’t know where I stand Whether it’s your wandering eyes Or your close by hand Sometimes when you speak to me It’s like we’re still together Then you can be so rude and cruel As if nothing lasts forever Even the way you touch me When you hug me goodbye Says something totally different To the words that make me cry I want to reach out and touch you To have you in my arms But at t


Rock and a Hard PlaceHard put not to cry In my head I want to lie And say "I'm fine." But we both know I'm afraid to tell you Of my insecurities Of the dreams Past and present Waking and sleeping Of the me I hide Afraid she'll get hurt Laughed at and dispised Branded a failure Afraid that once you see me The real me and how fucked up she is That you'll turn your back Dispite everything And this is why Alone at night I cryRock and a Hard Place
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"I love you"
Later babe,
Jackie
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